i hate this feeling.
of hmmm.
jealousy?
grr.

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woahhh.
haha.
ive been sleeping for the past 14 hrs.
heh.

i was in camp since..err.friday.
ahha.

-friday-
met zadd aft sch to go pasir ris with him.
took 31
(PEOPLE, NEVER TAKE 31!! TOOK 2 HRS FOR US TO REACH TAMP!)
then took 8 back to sch.
was late lah.430.
workshop started at like 3?
wahhaha.
but the workshop was damn fun okayy!
kickboxing!!
clara and i even asked mr ho if kickboxing could be for pe!!!
a7, those who want kickboxing sayy "fatin is cute" on my taggie.
haha.
then went to camp.
oh. and i was high THROUGHOUT the workshop. REALLY!

-cricket camp-
when i reached, ard 7,
they were alr done with 3 sets of circuits.
unfair?
but i was alr doing kickboxing and sweating like a mad pig!!
so. fair enuff.
then we had dinner.
and games.
and banner painting.
oh mann.
my groop rocks lah!!
the 6 of us were DAMN HIGH.
actually got 8 of us but mengwai and jeslyn had to leave.
anywayss.
then we did banner painting.
IT TURNED OUT F-ING GREAT.
haha.
we had discussions about boys.
i love mine chaota-ed or grilled.
ehe.
then we had to go find GREEN BEANS
at the field around the track.
at 12 midnight.
whahha.
endurance thingy.
stupid flashlight. keep dying on our failing eyes and dried contacts.
then.
they made us run 2.4km.
haha.
i man man pao with wenhui.
coz we thot it would be endurance
and we had to run like 2o odd rounds.
haha.
in the end, SIX.
we slept at like...3am.

we woke up at 730.
ate bananas.
ran 2 rounds.
did circuit once
and had breakfast.
then played this string catching game.
with the boys, kenneth and brown object.
haha.
us, the smart girls, hid under the staircase.
haha.
then we had treasure hunting.
one of the items in the list:
A PICTURE OF A SOCCER MATCH
being the creative beings as we are,
we POSED for a picture.
hah.
I WAS THE BALL. BEING KICKED BY KENNETH.
hahaha.
kenneth damn crappy lah.
haha.
chinese guy who dresses like a mat and talks like an indian.
haha.
then we played cricket.
hah.
WAS DAMN FUN!
kenneth thought me how to spin!!
as in spin the tennis ball during bowling.
WOOOOWWWIIIEEE. thnks!
haha. then bunk cleaning.
i was freaking tired okayy.
not sleeping during sec one camp and running ard didnt make me THAT tired.
hha.
then went to lunch.
haha. damn funny lah.
sat with a pedophile, a minah, another minah, a mat and yanyun.
haha.
then we crapped till 330 and went home.
walked with kenneth and wenhui.
ahah. kenneth is soooo freaaky!
keep making movements of batting.
CLARA! Y U HAVE SUCH WEIRD FRIENDS?!
haha.
like im normal like tt.

i went home.
bathed.
and slept.
haha.

thanks jeslyn, mengwai, wenhui, weiling, wenyi, yanyun, ily and grace.
for making the camp a wonderful
and unforgettable experience.
grroooop 4 roxx!!

no sports bra
EQUALS
xtra jiggly
EQUALS
hbf.

wonderful sally and roxx.
wahhaha.

ANYONE NEED BOOB IMPLANTS,
CONTACT ME.
I'M WILLING TO GIVE.
FOC.

set ahhh!!!
tmr camp.
yay.yay.yay.

thnks sam.
for closing my floodgates.
heh.

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(A7-NERS, SHOUTT!!!)
if u wanna see the best CLASS in town
jz say A7 and we'll turn around
oh why, do i feel this way,
HEY MUST BE A7!!

we rocked romanis!!!!!!!!
wahhahaha.
we were DAMN BLODDY FING HIGH.
whaha.
we're the cooooooollllessst class ard.
hmmm.
haha.
I LOVE MY CLASS TO BITS.

omg.
ROMANIS IS THE CHAMPION HOUSE
in like...
18759867983762986702 years.
hah.

tmr pe.
yipedie doo!
if got 2.4..
haha.
i man man bao.
isit bao? or pau? ahaha. whatever.
fail fail lor.
wahhaha.

ehh...
council interview
NEXT WEDNESDAY.
wahhaha.
A7. LETS DOMINATE!

cricket camp on friday and saturday.
MISS ME OKAY? wahhaha.

but there's noone to talk to.
nobody knows.
ive got a crush on you.
a crush on you.
_CRUSH BY MANDY MOORE_

250406

the last time i tried to blog abt this,
blogger cracked up.
grr.

ZAKIR. U BETTER STOP PESTERING ME.
later i cut ur cock with a penknife then u know.

life still rox in sa.
except for today.
5 HOURS NON-STOP LESSONS.
im now mentally drained.
haix.

ppl,
anything u hear frm zakir is a lie.
A LIE.
A LIE.

tmr sports day!
wheeee.
gg out with a7-ers aft tt.
WAHAHHAA.

yj ahhh. mz rmbr to bring ur tie tmr okayy.
or elseee.....
i..
i..
i.. (damn, cnt think wat to do)
USE UR SLEEVE!! wahhahaaa.
nono.
i shall stab u and cut u up.
WHAHAHAHA.

230406

wah f.
i shall, frm this moment forward.
talk ONLY to beeying (and rachel)
about him.
before more stupid guesses come up.

DAMN U PPL!!
stop guessing alr!

220406

jz came back frm cjcsb concert

OMGGGGG.
i miss the building so much.
the pac.
the pac.
the pac.
coz didnt go anywhere else.
whaha.
met toooooonnnnnnneeeesss of ppl.
damn. i miss cj.
i miss hana.
HANA PANGSEH-ED ME FOR DOMINIC.
damn u babe.
but i still love u =)))
wheee.

damn. i took v lil photos.

sigh. no him. not even online. not even an sms. grrr

210406

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE CHOOOOO.
wahhaha.
yes. finally.
all the april babies have had their birthdays =))

im DAMN FUCKED UP TODAY.
sorry serene i said fuck.
so sorry.
i promise i wont say fuck again.
i know.i know. fuck is a bad word.
sorry for saying fuck.
i promise. no more fuck.
GEDDIT?!
haha.

anyways.
was damn upset for...
ZERO reasons.
sigh.
and while i was having all those mixed up feelings.
i jz wished i could hug HIM.
jz reach out, and HUG.
its like. he's jz THERE.
argh.

FATIN IS A HAPPY GIRL.
HER KOR MADE HER A HAPPY GIRL.
her kor treated her to pastamania
(which she has a craving for)
and made her laugh.

ARGH.he's gone.
for the weekend.
f man.
PEOPLE.
dont bother asking who.
hah.
noone u know.
WHAHAHAHA.
or maybe u do.....

200406

HORRIBLE week.
i dont have the mood to study AT ALL.
and its not helping that i had a test
on WEDNESDAY(chem)
and THURSDAY(econs).
but i guess i pull through.
thanks to..........
A7!!!
*throws confetti into all of ur 27 faces*
WAHHAHAHAHA.

FIT week.
monday - trng
tuesday - run
weds - pe, trng
thurs - pe
friday - run.
wahhahahaha.
skinny me, anyone?!

ZAKIR was the one who used my nick (-starr)
to say that i am a LES.
i am NOT.
otherwise, i wouldnt be OGLING at boys.
WAHAHHAHAH.

ohhhhhhh! sweet child of mine.
oh! oh! oh! sweet love of mine.

oh. this guy stole my heart (NOT 18!!!!!)

150406

im here to talk abt gay-ism.

but firstly.
i am straight.
was.is.will.

anyways.
val gave me this link to a blog.
of a gay couple.
yes yes yes.
im shocked.
fine. i was apalled.
but i think i'd take my hats off for them.
brave ppl.

tell me.
if u're a les or a gay,
will u BLOG about it?
will u tell EVERYONE?
no right?
u'll be down right embarrased.
but they are not.
to a certain extent at least.
and i think society should stop being so CONSERVATIVE.

i have gay friends.
i have les friends.
but they are still human and humane.
maybe even better
than u straight freaks.
they shant be ostracised.
shan't and wouldn't.

bleah. listness. restless. chosen. its ----- ---.
haha. its syllabledly spelled.huhauaha.

omfg.

daniel made my night
and then shatters it.

he is HAPPY to be able to conduct us alumnis.

he is taking JURONG PRIMARY for syf this yr.
and SPRINGFIELD next yr.

DANIEL YIAU!!
US US US US US!!
we still exist dammit.
ALIVE AND KICKING.
we need ur sadisticness and cruelty to push us.

BLEAH.

for once. i hate u.

ooh. jonathan cheered me up with a super lame cheer which i still cant figure out y it made me laugh. the desperation to laugh and smile? maybe...

140406

boring day.
nothing interesting happened.
haha.
except for the fact that ZAKIR asked me if i like YONGJIN.
like WTTHHHH???!!!!
whahahha. i nearly died laughing aft reading the sms lah.
pls lor...
falling for a classmate is the LAST THING that i'd do okayyy.
so. err. incest-ish? ahhaha.
coz its like 2yrs lahh. then if anything happen how?
very wierd right...

went out with beeying.
BOWLING.
i MISS bowling.
i love bowling.
under 100. coz it was only 1 game.
sigh.
so bad.
like...1 yr never play?hahahah.

wahh. my DARLING sister is in LURVE.
haha.
good luck uhh =)))

actually. i was happy. till like 8 plus.
was suddenly pissed.
dont ask y.
and i now.
i feel like crying.
bleah.

13.04.06

happy birthday daddyy!!
(like he'll EVER read this)..
haha.
firstly...
ZAKIR ahhh. u damn TOOT u know. tag as yu sheng then put ur name.
*speechless*
and SINCE WHEN did i become ur mummy?!!!
i SWEAR i havent had sex in the last 17 yrs and a few days of my life.

haha.

oh!! jz recalled smth funny tt happened ystd.
during the security sem.
haha.
ZAKIR. touched YONG JIN'S shoulder.
a few times.
THEN.
YONG JIN turned TO MEand said:
"stop touching me lah! my THAT ONE stand already"
i blushed.
wait.
before i go on...
yong jin turned to me coz zakir tapped his right shoulder.
and i was on his right the behind. GEDDIT?
ANYWAYS.
i havent blushed in AGGGEESSS.
goshh!!
oh.
me blushing doesnt mean that i like him.
SWEAR (cross my toes).
haha. kidding.

ooh.
today's gp ROX.
timothy so funny.
actually.
he wasnt.
we made him look funny.
ive learnt that a xipkuptup
is a BIRD.
and a tambala is a PERSON.
hahaha.
the angry tambala growled SEDUCTIVELY at me.
i nearly died laughing.

wahh.
today first time see nick pissed.
to be frank,
i was a WEEEEEE bit scared.
haha.
nick so cute lah.
remind me of iggy.
OH. I MISS E2.

ooh!! im washing my eyes EVERYDAY lah.
in the morn.
hehe. 18. haha.
some think he chao-ta.
ahaa.
the more chao-ta, the better.
BUT NOT LIKE ---- DEFINITELY!!

wahh. blog so long.hehe.

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everytime im upset and thinking whether i should go sch,
i think of a7 and im out of the hse.
thats wat happened this morn.
And im glad i did go sch.
coz we went carl's jr and crapped.
hahaa.
i laugh SOOOOO much lahh.
hheee.
everyday also laugh till jaw and stomach pain.
heheee..

how come most of my friends are upset??
grr..they CANT be upset.
me upset alone is ENUF.
if i upset they upset then how do i fake a smile???
gosh, i sound so selfish lah..

heheeee.
im laughing my stomach out with elsie online.
ahhaaaa.
yayyy. i love sch coz of a7. =))
tmr pe. sigh. havent done cardio since last week lah.
shit shit shit. bt looking forward to pe nevertheless.
so wat if i run slow?? whheee.
i love running. seriously.
provided its at my pace.
ahahha.

no trng tis whole weeekkK!!
ahhaa.
been WANTING TO GO SWIM.
bt have yet to do so.
hahaa.
im a gold with honours procrastinator!!

me and elsie teasing yong jin.
i think he now upset.
coz he left the convo.
sighh.
wahhh.he made me miss benjamin.
grrr.
i miss his horni-ness
and heck-care-ness.

100406

my knee hurts like crap.
could hardly go up and down the steps.
sigh.

i stayed up till 12+ 1 last night.
heeee.
then i cranked up and cried.
coz cant on the aircon
and i was FREAKING SLEEPY LAH.
grrr.

sch rox.
i love my class more and more.
i love my pw group (NO pun intended)
we have a FAIR SHARE OF TALENTS!!!
wat more can i ask for ryt?

i miss towning. with hana.
i miss t18.
i miss cj.
i miss washing my eyes EVERYDAY.

ur smile is wat makes me smile. a genuine smile.

090406

heee. this skin so girlie lahh. NYAHHAAA.
cute.
like me.
adorable.
like me.

haha. sunday afternn and im taking a break frm studying.
hahaa. spent the WHOLE day at the lib.
with nadirah, yanyun and cheryl.
WAHHAAA. had a fun time crapping.
and STUDYING.

last night's party was okaayyy.
haha.
had fun.
slept at 240. heee.

*stomach rumble*
im hungry.

praying tht it wont rain so tht i could go and swim.
(havent been doing cardio since like.. weds!!!)
and i have cricket tmr.
circuit.
half happy, half sad. heee.
bt looking forward to it nevertheless. =))

my heart has finally settled for u. weeeeeee. =)

ive got 8 mins to blog.
then im gg to do gp mindmap.

herrm.
went to soc match. sa vs ac at mj.
was okay.
cheered.
heee.
not that high.
REFEREE KAYUUUUUUU.

aft that got mj vs aj match.

oh. saw fahmi.
playing for mj
goalie. i think.
maybe not.
i didnt watch the match =X

THEN.
saw ben.
playing for aj.
striker i suppose.
maybe not.
i didnt watch the match =X

who ever wins, i hope evthing would be alright.
OMG. WHO AM I KIDDING?!
of course things are gg to be alright.
Its only a game.

RIGHT?

im not sure if im okay. is feeling upset and wanting u every few minutes means im perfectly normal and okay? im not love sick. thats definite. love sick is when u HAVE a lover. i dont.

sorry. didnt update since err. sundayy.
anyways. nth much happened.

monday - circuit training. 180 push ups, yadda, yadda. pain is pain. bt i think we'll get used to it. i should look on the bright side, ryt?

tuesday - went out with 7s. wanted to watch movie. then some wanted to eat gelare. then in the end. zakir, yong jin and me watched fragile. i was scared out of my wits. 2 GAYS beside u doesnt help. hah. i'd rather watch with .... heh. at least he helped cover my eyes so as to not have nightmares instead of asking me to WATCH and resulted in multiple nightmares within a night.

today - pe. ok. i learnt tht i shouldnt sprint too much in the first 2 rounds. herrm. cricket. not that bad. other than the fact i went to shit after one round. NT SKIVING LOR. i cant tahan my shit anymore. hoho.

tmr end early 215. then its like EVERYONE gg life concert. haiz. then was thinking of gg out. bt too lil ppl. haiz. so maybe gg aliya's place. oh. i miss her like SOOOO much lah.

im having frigging mood swings. even though my period SORTA ending. shit. i hate it lah. i was only happy for like.. err. 1day? (my birthday). oh. i cried on my birthday morning when i woke up. heh. finnalyy had enough courage to say. coz i dont even know why i cried. SIGH.

hahh!
finally seventeen!!
*throws confetti at myself*

i was RIGHT.
hah.
nth is gg to happen today.
so much for sweet seventeen.

i dont think being 17 is special.
when i turned 16, i was ELATED.
coz can watch NC16 movies!!
bt now uhhh.
im past nc16 movies.
bt STILLL cnt watch m18 movies.
sigggh.

beeying and i went to have an earrlyy celebration ystd.
hah. to celebrate the fact that she's finally out of hell.
and my birthday. i think.
we went too......*drumroollllll*
ASIAN CIVILISATION MUSEUM!
hah. laugh people. laugh.
it was fun though.
they had this april fools special,
whereby u spot the artefacts that are FAKE.
hehe.
we saw.
A JADE PDA
at the china exhibition hall together with other literati stuffs.
the description card along with it went something like:
it was found in a grave believed to be from 1599....
used by scholars and officials to store information and
play games such as MAH JONG.
nyahhhaaa.
we had a good laugh.
then we went to eat waffles.
took neoprints and went home.

hah.
i was up (coz of jinNN!!!) till 140am.
hah.
up = dirty talk.
lolxxx.

to infinity and beyond!

Fatin Suhaila
2nd April :)
Zul Fazreen is <3.




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