im super free at work today :( well. at least till 5pm. thats when i need to do all my work.. which is... dl-ing reports from the system. woots :) so.. its a case of whole-day-paid-to-surf-and-msn again :)

anyways, while bosses were having their staff meeting this morning, i was bloghopping and chanced upon someone's blog. being SUPER bored, i read her archive. hahaha (yes, i was THAT bored) and i read on how someone actually tried to matchmake her and zul (psycho her to go out with him, etc) (which was obviously not successful). that series of events occured a couple of months before zul and i 're-met'.

iloveyou,fate :)

fate had it that zul and i met 4 months after their(zul and someone's friend) initial introduction and i do admit that i didnt expect my life to change on that fateful day when i added zul on friendster. hehehe.

testimonials after testimonials, a month of online conversation and we met up. at that point of time, i was still obsessed with skyscraper/chiral carbon and him with this other girl. so yeah. we jz went out as 'new' friends (although we've known each other since p4 but we had a bad breakup and i kept him out of my radar after s2). and as expected, old flames rekindled and grew bigger after we both realised that getting together with our respective crushes were impossible. and at that point of time, only my dearest bestie really believed that sth could brew out of all this meetups & msn-convos.

Exactly 2 months later (november 2006), something happened that brought the renewed friendship to new level. we were both 'testing the waters' and it couldnt have been a more wonderful and fun period that was filled with lots of teasing and laughters :)

and 1 month 12 days later, it was official :)

16 months and 8 days later, as i read the posts on her blog, i feel superbly lucky. lucky that fate kicked away others who tried to intervene and fate paved the way for zul & i to be the item that we are today. and i must say.. that i hope fate starts working on others and leave zul and me to be

you're my past, my present and my future:)

told ya the weekend will jz swooop past and the weekdays are alr here :(






i want my own car so that i can wake up a little later in the morning and wont have 10 ppl squeezing me on the mrt and my boobs and bag wont be grazing ppl's back and sides.ARGH. hate it mans.

thank goat its friday:)

i saw my hot angmoh this week :)) and i saw this other chinese guy at work :) yummay :)

so, this week has been good. not perfect, but good. my emotional traumas are over and though i'll be $230 shorter per month. at least i'll be a happier person. hopefully my free-nights can be fully utilised - which means.. playing games on my DS or reading books. hehehe :) i miss reading :(

judging from the length of my sleep last night, i could use more of such nights :) sadly, i didnt even touch my DS! :( boohoo. DS, DS, i miss you.

so, im wrapping the week with a stayover at zul's house. plus teaching hairi :) i feel like going on a shoppin spree, really. i need more stuff to stuff my wardrobe with and more SHOE. i love shoes. sigh. shoes.shoes.shoes. but someone doesnt approve of it. -.- sigh. so no more shoes for me. i wanna get more bags too. bags.bags.bags. but again, its not approved by someone. -.-

oh wells. save...save...save...

argh. i saw really nice bags and shoes online which got me vibrating with excitement. OH WEELLLSSSSSS.

anyways, i forsee a not-so-good next week :( soon, my hormones will be getting the better of me. and sooner, someone's gonna get sick and tired of consoling/pampering me and ask me to control my hormones (cue bestie's laughter). and soonest, there will be fights and tears:( someone, pls prove me wrong :S

i have the sudden urge to go cut my hair into a crop. crop. crop. crop. but long hair lookss nicer on me. someone wants me to have long hair. nono. not long hair only. long, layered hair.

arrrrrrrrrrgh.
i wanna shop till my wallet dries up. shop.shop.shop.

OR.
stuff myself with yummay food. stuff.stuff.stuff.

p/s: chinese guy sitting in front of me!! DOUBLE,TRIPLE,QUADRUPLE YUMMAY!

pp/s: bestie, i miss you:( its time for you to prepare yourself for a bitch fit.

my heart aches and breaks as i listened to my dad's request. i frantically took out my wallet to check. my carelessness made me count $50 less. my dad heaved a breath of relief when i told him the news. although it wasnt enough, the difference in the margin wasnt that bad. he could find alternatives.

then i re-counted. i felt silly and stupid. i called my dad again to inform him of my mistake. he sounded so disappointed.

although my salary now is more than sufficient to support myself, i have been negligent and have zero savings. i used my fortnight salary on shopping sprees, apart from buying my necessities.

that incident minutes ago made me realise that i SHOULD save.

goodbye 'wants'.
hello bank account -you will never be dry again.

i'll try my best.

what do you do when...

-your colleagues are bz with work and has no time to chitchat with you?
-you have nothing to do?
-you have surfed and googled for all-possible websites?
-your boyfie is bz in school and has no time to msg u?
-YOU STILL HAVE 2.5 HOURS MORE BEFORE WORK ENDS?

i eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat. eat.

ive never been so embarassed in my life.

thank goodness my murdoch application came through :)

hehehhe.
im feeling veryvery sneaky here, blogging and surfing (at the same time earning $7 per hour) while the bosses around me (yes, i sit around bosses) are off for their monday meetings :).
teehee..

i wanna try bloggin in paragraphs with continuoous sentences (unless u havent realised, i like to 'enter' after every sentence making it look like point form (in complete sentences)) [double close brackets cause i opened two]{okay, now 3}

i guess my weekend was good (apart frm the fact that i had to walk for 15mins under the hot sun) i dont really like being in jb (half-way away frm civilisation(thank goodness i can drive)) but i cant deny the fact that i feel so relaxed (and bored) there. zul, being there helped too (since i dont have to waste RM10 over the weekend sms-ing him).

on a serious note, im really sick of work. i resent waking up at 7am in the morning (although i can actually choose to wake up at 7.30am and stillll reach on time). all i want to do is go for a getaway. zul wants one too. but im not sure if my parents will allow for that to happen (would end up with the whole family there) :( sigh.

double seriousness, i feel utttterly guilty for not making it to the tuition lessons i had planned over the weekends. i felt so guilty till i only managed to breathe easier-ly (i can feel the difference) when i msg-ed an apology to her at night :(

sunday was hospital-visiting time since tuition was cancelled. zul's maternal grandmum was admitted a couple of days ago. that visit to the hospital(and many more after this) reminds me of the times that zul and i spend our evenings at the hospital after school to visit his paternal grandmum. and at that point of time, we were very early into our (now almost 16 months *screams) relationship. sadly, Ah Ma barely recognises me and even mixes zul up with his other brothers, zul and zul. HAHAHA.

the whole hospital episode ended with zul stuffing himself silly at teh-tarik and me observing ALOT of brother-bonding time (i took pretty pics which are now with zul still). i want an older brother so bad :(

im not sure how this week would go about. one thing's for sure, i miss my bestie westie:((((((

p/s: doesnt ur eyes get tired of reading so many words? we'll see how long i can dont-get-sick of this style of blogging..

PPPPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

i miss my bestiewestie muchymuchhh :((((((

hehhee.
so, the past week, zul's been a darlingg
*happyhappy.

and i've been spending lots of money :(

anyhoos,
16th month is in 4 days! :D
"still got another 16 years to go, baby!"
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

hahhaha..
lets see...

zul's now the proud owner of a t300

and also,
a crumpler bag+pouch :) (hoax green one!)

and I am...
the proud of owner of..
(get ready, here it comes)
A CRIMSON AND BLACK DS (plus pouch!) !! :D

hahahhahahahahhaha!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

both of us are like ubbbbbbbber happy

lets end all this happiness with a big bang! :)

BABY'S BACK :)

so many things happened over the weekend~

-delays.
-more delays.
-sleep over
-delays.
-delays.

HAHA. you get the drift.

anyways, although this weekend wasn't as perfect as i expected it to be,
i had fun :)

one thing's for sure.

IM JUST GLAD THAT ZUL'S BACK :)

loveyoulots no matter how much we quarrel :)

my bestie does not deserve an insensitive friend like you.
its not funny.
its plain insensitive.

iloveyou, bestie :) its gonna be alright :)

biggest event of the week: FRIDAY

baby's coming back :D
zul's coming back :D
fazreen's coming back :D

*dances and prances around

i wanna go do more shopping!

seriously, does anyone actually care?!!

*jumps off building.

the reason, fault, cause is always...

ME.

every year except last yr,
birthday celebrations have been the same.

SINGLE, FAMILY & FRIENDS.
& im more than contented

but after experiencing the celebration of birthday with someone i truly love,
i dont think i can enjoy spending it alone anymore :(

for now, i shall make do with what i have.
thank you everyone :)

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS'!

hehehehe.
noone to prank on :(
noone to prank me :(

baby..where are you ? :(

tmr's my birthday and im the least bit excited.

okay. thats a lie.
im a teenyweeny bit excited..
(its like duhh right?! its your birthday!)

anyways, things wont be the same without baby around :(

just hope that tmr will be a good day :)

missyouloads lah :'''''''(

to infinity and beyond!

Fatin Suhaila
2nd April :)
Zul Fazreen is <3.




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