i feel like a pig.
snorts.
=(

woke up at 9 plus.
breakfast.
watched cartoons.

sleep.

woke up at 1245.
bathed.
went to airport to send daddy off with mummy.

sleep.

and im alr sleepy. =(

i talked to mummy today.
and felt lighter =)

and i shall see where it goes from here =)

I AM BACK!

ohmygoshness.
cricket camp was..........
A.W.E.S.O.M.E!

the objective of the camp was met.
TEAM BONDING. =)
through talks, activites and crazy mind games.

the situation in the camp is like...
putting 16 intellectually-smart, mentally-disabled ppl.
ULTRA MADNESS!

thank you girls!!
for being a wonderful sport.

well done EXCOs.
we DID IT!
shiokness.
and im glad we had something like this.
coz all the planning brought us closer together.
feels good =)

my little brother is off to bangkok
for a band exchange trip.
im gg to miss him.
shall sleep in his room tonight =)

sent him to airport just now.
was with fazreen, mummydaddy and 'aliya.
=)

'aliya HATES fazreen.
hahahaha.
coz she's jealous.
u know.
3 year old thingies.
they want everything to be theirs.
and theirs ALONE.

the time spent after a period of absence makes it EXTRA special. =)
thankyou =)

ystd was wonderful.
seriously.
i had LOADS OF FUN!
teaching the children new things.
and of course,
emceeing with fazreen.

but ystd made me SUPER SHAGGED.
like.
after the nightwalk,
the only thing i wanted to do was lie down.
which i obviously did.
and it felt nice with some company =)

went for supper with mummydaddy and FAZREEN.
hahahah!
i had a good laugh abt thewholething.
hahaha!
sorry. maybe u'll have a good laugh if it happened to me.
but it wasnt at all bad. yes?

CRICKET CAMP TOMORROW!
damn excited pls!
but i have yet to pack.
=(

fazreen going away for camp later.
2 weeks.
hehh.
i'll miss....
suanning you =)

everything feels right. i hope it will remain as such for a longg time=)

CRICKET CARNIVAL 2006 WAS A BLAST.
no joke.
seriously!

SAJC GIRLS CRICKET TEAMS ROCKED KALLANG!
wooohooo!

so what if we didnt win.
look at all the intangible benefits that we gained!
1) friendships.
2) team bonding (ORCHARD!!!)
3) fun
4) loss of voice

seriously, im so contented at the end of today,
that i'll sleep with a silly grin on my face.
in fact, my grin would be EXTRA WIDE tonight.
coz the girls made my day, and also not forgetting...

girls, doubt u read this but im proud of you all.
im proud of all the encouragements u've been giving to ur teammates.
and im proud that u gals got along very well with ur non-cliquettes.
aiyah, basically im SUPER PROUD OF YOU ALL CAN?!

and not forgetting.
team 4.
WELL DONE!
like seriously WELL DONE!
today showed that if we...
1) concentrate
2) focus
3) aim
WE CAN DO IT!
im super proud of u all.
all the non-stop cheering.
and the jumping.

DEBORAH,WANYEE,ILY,YINGJIE,JALEA!
WE ROCK!

so much more things happened.
esp at ORCHARD!
hahaha.
but im getting tired.
i'll be VERY SELFISH
and keep them to myself
and grin at the thought of it.

hope it all ends well =)

is feeling all lethargic and sleepy almost 24/7,
means u're dying soon?
sigh.
never felt so piggy before.
i damn piggy(=lazy) eh now. wanna cancel?

train.eat.sleep.eat.shit.sleep.repeat.

i think im abit late. but. . . .
STEP UP WAS UBER COOL PLS.
and than chant guy is CUTE!!!!
melting....melted....

mimi is super bimbotic.
hahaaha.
i think i suan her too much.
but nehmind.
hahahahahahahaha!

i need to go on a SERIOUS SHOPPING TRIP.
soon.
im in need of tees. tees. and more tees!
ooh! and skirts too. ahahha!
MONEY, HEAR MY CRY!!

i'm very scared i'll be super hurt if things doesnt turn out well =(
but for now,
i shall cherish everymoment spent with you. =)

I HAD MY SWENSENS ICECREAM TODAY!!!!
ALL THANKS TO MY DARLING!!!!!

icecream in the cold weather?
hahahha!
but damn shiok pls!!!!! =))))
i love =)

thank you my utmost adorable and precious-ness. =)

lovelovelovelovelove.
lovelove.
makes the world go round.

Singapore Changi Airport ROCKS!

hahaa.
been AGES since i last went there.

skytrain was a disappointment though.
i miss those times when it was EMPTY
and i could sit on one side of the carriage,
and run to sit on the other
as the train moves frm T1 to T2.

viewing gallery was alrights i guess.
super calming except for the children who were running around.
nice to have conversations there too =)
i think the sight of planes have this calming effect on me.

managed to bid farewell to trish.
=)

i wont mind walking for longer periods at the airport.
take me there again, will you?

craving for swensens. argh!

good luck for ur tests fazreen.
im sure u'll do well =)

you take my breathe away with each kiss.

my priceless trish is gg to aussie this evening!
and my priceless sam will be leaving next week!
and i'll be all alone in Singapore =(
sigh.
i'll miss the both of you.
ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT.
all i ask for is u both to come back in one piece =)

without them,
i'll get SO bored i think i will REALLY take out my chem notes and mug.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

study hard fazreen. =)

im afraid to love for im afraid of hurt.

HENDRA AND ZAD ARE CRACKING ME UP ON MSN.

apparently.
i changed from being hend's bundle of happiness
to...
being hend's bundle of pangseh-ness.
i only pangseh-ed him once LOR.
hahaahhah!

hend has a damn cool clock that tells time this way:
'time to find a new bundle of pangseh-ness on ebay'
hahhaha!
i wonder if it tells the time for him to err. err.
hahaha.
explicit content. shall not say anything.

ooh! hend and i will be setiing up this association called....
'fats for the needy'.
hahahah.
it enables those in it to donate fats to the bulimic/anorexic.
hahahah!

doule ooh!
hend wants to see me jiggle my ass at the cricket pitch in a week's time!


zad is cracking me up
with stupid comments and accents.
hahahaha.
i dunno what to say but laugh.
HAHAH.

am i ur bundle of happiness?

its been a long time
since i had butterflies in my stomach
and the sudden increase in heart rate
and it feels strangely good.

thanks =)

Every time I look at you,
baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before
and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight,
dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

trng today was a...
muscle-pulling-sweaty-tiring-experience.
i like. really! =))

my thigh muscles HURT.
my arm muscles HURT.
i just wanna lie on my bed.

but i have to settle some stuffs first.

cricketcamp proposal tonight
aiband's issues tmr morning
un-depressing sam for the next 9days
the list is not a chore.
coz im doing things i love.
for the people i love.

maybe u're THE ONE after all =)

I CAN BLADE!!
thank you my pricelesses.
iloveyouboth alot alot alot alot.

today was...
SUPER FUN.
although i fell unglamly TWICE.
and sam hurt her glutious maximus,
we had fun, didnt we?
i know i did. =)))

sam,trish and mimi will be my bridesmaids when i get married!
at..err.
lioncityhotel/malaccahotel/changihotel/hotel81/fragrancehotel.
but sam&trish prefer it to be at lioncityhotel.
cause got sheltered area.
instead of a lobby wedding.
HAHA!

the pricelesses are hooked onto this song!
does your boobs hang low?
do they wobble thru and fro?
can you tie them to a knot?
can u tie them to a bow?
can u hang them on ur shoulders?
like a continental soldier?
does your boobs hang low?
this song is sung to the tune of 'newfriendfound'. =)

its been a long time since i took 966 =)
hahah!

physical tmr.
i SO cant wait.
though i know i'll just DIE.
hahahahahhaha!

ooh!
i have a new love!
my dearest.
my most goodlooking.
only one in the world.
...
....
.....
CRICKET BAT!!!
shall post up its handsome pics of itsoon=))
did i mention that zad's gonna personalise it for me?
WOOHOOO! =)

eh.kokmeng.
thanks ah.
for all the mrt rides home.
witty,fun and most importantly...
SPASTIC!
hahaha.
i cant slp on train when u're ard!
HA-HA!
u like this post anot?
damn long pls.

my heart wants to call you mine.
but its not...moral.

i dont know what to blog abt.
and zul asked me to blog abt him.
HAHA.
alrights. i shall.
this is zul:

ZUL IS A GIRL!
ZUL MAKES A GOOD NURSE =)

see, babe.
ive blogged abt u=)

ur turn to blog abt me.
ur WONDERFUL WONDERFUL pa.

and tell me now,
how do i live without you.

raya with e2ppl was..
memorable.
wonderful.
hilarious.
and i was suan-ning zahirah like nobody's business.
HAHAH!!!!!


thankyouthankyouthankyou.
so nice of you, babe =)
hahaha!
been some time since ive been treated like that =)
thankyou! <3.
and i feel bad. i really do!

and. SORRY BANDSMEN.
i see u all soon =)

ohmans.tell me its not getting stronger. =(

ohmygoshness.
im SHAGGED.

frm waiting.
frm clearing.
frm crapping.
frm laughing.

my room was a lesbo brothel for a moment.
HAHA.

ty to those who came =))
ty for eating alot =)))
iloveyouall ohsomuch!

hari raya with e2ppl awhile tmr.
then go for P-O-P!

i feel like rolling around in bed with someone.
and talk.
and talk talk.
and talk talk talk.
then maybe fall aslp.
wakeup.
and jz continueee...
talking.
and talking.
and talking talking.
and talking talking talking.

you.=))=

FLUSHED AWAY WAS HILARIOUSLY CUTE!!!!
so many of the characters look like fazreen.
HOHO!!

learning fixtures was DAMN COOL pls!
im so excited for the tournament!

aiyah babe.
dont feel so fish-ed up anymore.
SMILEEEEEE. =)))))))))))))))))
and thanks for the lozenges!
SO NICE!
its my new FAVOURITE SWEET!

op tmr.
class-coming-over-aft-op tmr.
YAY!!!

can u hear my heart break?

im blogging again coz 2 wonderful ppl made me smile =)
and look forward to tuesday.
a WHOLE day of fun and laughter.
i so cant wait!!

rollerblading =)))
chickflicks at sam's. =))))

OHMYGOSH!
I SO CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iloveyouboth loads.
its been a few nights since i last smiled.
THANKYOU!!! =))

i need books.
to take me away from all this sheet.
dont glare at me. =SS

i need a new target too.
CC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no?impossible?i think so too.


i think this pic damn cheeky pls.
heh.

i jz came back frm the docs.
and im irritated.

ive been sick since like what, thurs night?
and mummydaddy said that i dont have to go docs
UNLESS i have fever.

if fazreen didnt pass me HIS medicine,
i think i would have died,
painfully.
with a blocked nose.
thanks babe=)) <3.

then today,
lilbro came home with a runny nose
and a cough AND
we were out of the house heading towards the docs
before u can finish saying supercalifragilisticespedilocious.
GRRR.

mummy was BRAGGING that i had lesser medicine than lilbro.
i was like DUHHHHHH!
ive been suffering for the past 4-5 days!
ARGH.
i would have obviously felt better with all the medicine mixtures ive been taking.

i dont think im being childish here.
whining abt my position in fam and stuff.
but SERIOUSLY lah.
arent parents supposed to love their children equally?!

im the ELDEST.
the one children they had been waiting for like 13 yrs.
and when lilbro came along,
daddy dint leave me out of sight.
but then i guess it was because i was only 2.
now. LILBRO's the priority.
ARGH.

as much as i love lilbro,
he gets on my nerves sometimes
especially when mummydaddy prioritises him.
even though he's in the wrong.

okay, yes, im jealous.
just because IM a girl,
he gets to go home late WITHOUT informing?
he gets WHATEVER he wants WITHOUT asking nicely?
ARGH.

this entry has too much angst.
i think im pms-ing.
GAHHHHHHHHHHH.

i do not want my heart to feel this way.

i have confessions to be made:

im so bored.
that i feel like taking my chemistry notes to read.

im so broke.
that i still can afford a set of flats i saw at DMK.

im so pissed.
that i feel like running away.

im so smitten.
that i open my inbox everyday hoping there'll be ur msg.

im so confused.
that i feel like commiting a crime of passion.

smth random:
im missing lots of ppl!!!!!!!
hendra
kaya
zad
sam
trish
rach
beeying
syarah
farah
DANIELYIAU

went to zul's place for open hse with some pri sch ppl.
okaylah.
was thinking of getting erfan that waterbottle,
which zul has been forgetting.
but ended up with a pair of thomas shades.
he's so adorable i tell you.


then it was catch-up time with MIMIFARHANA.
she's my pri sch bestest bestest friend.
we were SO close that we would wear similar coloured tees
WITHOUT telling each other!! =)

we went to her place.
saw her family.
saw her granny. missed her =)
saw her uncle. GOT SUAN-NED LIKE NO TMR.
u see. most of her fam knows me since we always played together. THEN.

pri sch ppl came my place.
ARGH. so awkward pls.

im still sick.
the medicine fazreen gave me makes my body shake.
and my eyes sleepy.
SUPER STRONG.
landing soon.
thanks ah babe. for the med.

a fairytale ending?
ihope.

i am sick.
i hate it.
ihateitihateitihateit.
=(((((((((((((((((((

thanks rox.
although we in the same sampan
and rowing in opposite directions.
all i need is a listening ear
and a little understanding.
thanks alot.
iloveyou=)

argh. i have to much free time.
too much free time to think of you.
unhealthy. =(

littlebro went to a party.
HALOWEEN PARTY.
he wanted to dress as ju-on.

but we thought of practicality of gg to HOUGANG by train.
and also the fact that ju-on is half naked.
and with MY black blouse and red tie,
and a lil bit of eyeliner.


went to watch thegrudge2 at cathay.
was.... lemme see. GOOD.
hahaha.
coz it scared the shit out of me.
the sound vibrated me.
ohwait.that sounds wrong.
rather, it was REVERBERATING.
and it was worse that i dont have a tie.
and only two hands.
=(
i was trying to cover my right ear with one.
while covering my face with the other.
ensuring that i can see thru the spaces between my fingers.
and my other ear.
oh well. it was covered.
STILL.
the sound is like WOAH.

OH!
and the sound in that movie,
which fazreen LOVES to disturb me with,
is FREAKY PLS.
i'll jz scream if i hear it again.
unless fazreen does it lah
then i can jz poke him.
at.
ehem. uknowwhere. HAHA.

i wish. i wish.
with all my heart.
that one day.
one day.
one day. . . . . . .

i wanna tell u everything.

i really do.

but im afraid.

i'd rather suffer alone than disrupt ur life.

thats a promise i made to myself.

to infinity and beyond!

Fatin Suhaila
2nd April :)
Zul Fazreen is <3.




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