Friday, February 29, 2008

let me dedicate this post to lunch buddy #1.
BYEBYE!!
you keep asking me whether i'll miss you, or not.
frankly speaking...
YES
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...
....
...
..
.
I'll miss DISTURBING you.wakakakkakaka.
may you find the green pastures that you seek
:)
much love!
Y1:41 PM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
SORRY:(iloveyou.
Y9:56 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
right now,
IM FREAKING PISSED OFF.
wth,
you ust dump all the other furnitures from my bro's room and into mine.
U THINK WHAT? FUNFAIR AH?!
now i have 4 freaking mirrors.
2 on my cupboards and 1 on my dressing table.
EXCUSE ME IM NOT MIMIBESTIEWESTIE.
i dont need mirrors to see all the possible angles of my fat body.
stupid.stupid.stupid.
THEN i had to shift the stupid dressing table
such that it faces the wall.
considering that its facing my bed directly.
DAMNIT.
and thanks ah. u ust cut $75 of my income
with that 75 bucks. it can last me 2 weeks, btw.
THANKS ALOT. REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
the termination of my service by you does not mean i got more time to spare
it DOES NOT mean i can go search for other students.
STUPID.
and you already know that ur daughter is like improving tremendously with me.
so now that she's smart and the whole world knows it,
you ust chuck me away lah?
MAY YOUR DAUGHTER BECOME STUPID AGAIN.
FUCK LIFE.
I FEEL LIKE GOING FOR A ROUND OF DRINKS.
Y9:44 PM
I WANT A PINK DS!will u scold me if i buy one for myself?
Y10:49 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
i want to tell the whole world that...
I PASSED MY DRIVING!!!!and that i miss you
Y1:04 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
FREAKING PISSED.
IM UNDERPAID AND YET GET SCOLDED.
why not u go and take ur kids and ask them if they actually bothered to do my work.
IM FREAKING TIRED AFTER WORK, YOU KNOW!
fyi,
i work 5 days a week.
frm 9am to 9pm.
zul says i should be enjoying my holidays.
but only God knows what my problems are.
9am-6pm is Lenovo time.
7pm onwards is tuition time.
5 days a week, you know!
i know i shouldnt be complaining lah. and its my responsibility to teach them since they are paying me. BUT FOR GOODNESS' SAKE IM UNDERPAID.
its good that i already turn up okay..
i wanna go back to schooling.
Y10:08 AM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
FINALLY! although everything will still be out of place,
half reunion is better than none.
you wanted me to be happy and problem-free
so u came up with the soln of staying with mama
i dont mind. really.
ive been planning to go there today even!
but im utterly disappointed (in you) when you react negatively to the news.
when i got the news,
i was thinking of all the fun stuff we can do together (when u're back) with the freedom i have.
since you ar enot happy already,
i shall erase such happy hopes and dreams,
and we shall just resume life pre-A Levels.
no going out late, nothing. ZILCH.
i miss the times when u actually know when im PMS-ing. and being supportive about it.it took u 10 months to get there.now i have to wait for another 10.
Y11:41 AM
Friday, February 15, 2008



hello blog :)
HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY.
heheh. mie was spent alone in sg since zulfazreen is in perth having an affair.
HARHARHAR.
kidding.
tell u alr ah baby. u wanna have an affair, tell me first AND cannot bring the affair back to sg!
HAHAHAHHAA.
see. im so kind. which girl will let her bf cheat on her? - me!
anyways,
i bought little somthings and notes to my colleagues :)
met rachel and beeying for gift-exchange + dinner.
hehehhe.
im broke.
like totally..
and im only receiving my pay at the end of NEXT WEEK! :(
today got company function at Golden Village Cinema Vivo City.
HEHEHEHE!
so exciting rights?! :)
i dont feel like gg back jb tmr. hurhur.
but i need $$.
oh baby! the above pic is of aqid. SO CUTE RIGHTS?
babywaby,
i miss our random urges to eat at fish&co.
i miss ur smell.
and i miss knowing that u're close.
Y10:47 AM
Monday, February 11, 2008





hehehhe.
BABY! I CUT MY HAIR!
hehehe.
when i told zul that i cut my hair last night, he said,
"wahhh. i not there, u do....." (i cant rmbr what he said but sth abt not listening to him).
hehehhehe.
when the lady was cutting my hair, i cldnt help but giggle.
i feel so cheeky defying zul. hahahhahahah
anyways, saturday came and went.
i cried=(
zul cried=( (baby, what made u cry? me hugging lynette or me hugging u?)
i made zul's brother, hairi, cry too.
hehehehehe.
ive been crying since friday. even today.
i so badly wanna follow.
sigh..
everytime i think abt how far he is from me, i become all teary eye-d.
but i hope it'll be better since zul's bought a phonecard.
which meant that he could call me and we could talk abt the day and stuff!=)
im broke till 23rd.
no going out pls. (sorry bestie)
I WANT TO BE IN AUSSIE WITH ZUL FAZREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8weeks,4 days to go.
Y10:38 AM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
its not even 10am and im already yawning my ass off.
sigh..
boss is working from home and has little assignments for me.
which meanss... other than the daily report and the weekly tuesday report,
i got nothing to do..
but i have to
act busy. hahahhahahahahhahaha.
anyways,
went out with
babywaby yesterday=)
went to get bear from bear workshop and guess what i got???
AN ADIDAS WATCH WHICH IS SEMI-PURPLISH PINK!hahhaahahha.
so funny i tell you.
cause i bought baby a watch(secretly) on friday as soon as i got my tuition pay..
his is
dark green with
light green insides.
then we walk2 at harbourfront ctr and baby went like,
EH! GOT PINK ONE!""and i nearly hyperventilated. hahahhaha.
he gave me time to consider whether i actually want it.
meanwhile, we went to make
'baby precious'!
ehhehe.
quite fun!
i chose this 16in. bear called champ.
champ is now known as baby precious.
he has patches all over himand he
talks (sound EXACTLY like me) when you press his right paw.
ehehhe.
SO ADORABLE RIGHT?
i force baby to NOT put babyprecious in his luggage.
i actually wanted him to carry it
but i compromised into letting him put inside his backpack.
hehehe.
and...
WE WENT TO GET THE WATCH.
hahahhahahaha.
i know it may be silly but i think its better than couples who have EXACTLY the same thing.
hahahahhaha.
ours only have the same design.
hahahha.
Do you know..
that i havent had a digital watch in AGESSSS?
wakakakkakakaka.
anyways, thank you baby.
for the watch=)
and talking about watches,
I HATE THAT BLODDY F-ING BITCH WHO TOOK OUT THE STICKER ON MY NEW WATCH FACE THIS MORNING. YOU'RE JUST BLODDY JEALOUS CAUSE MY ADIDAS WATCH IS NEW AND YOURS IS F-ING OLD. IM GOING TO COME BACK WITH STH NEW EVERYDAY AND IM GONNA MAKE YOUR EYES POP WITH JEALOUSY. HAR!wishing that saturday will never come.
Y9:42 AM
Friday, February 01, 2008
i know i made a promise for a superb post after that previous one..
but im now at work
(HAR? REALLY? FATIN'S WORKING?)and i just recently
lost my
mp3 cum thumbdrive=no pics at the moment
boohoo.anyhoos.
HELLO 2008.
8 MONTHS OF HOLIDAY, HERE I COME!i mean. here im enjoying!
hahhahah.
one year was superb. then there was
13 months and
baby's exams.
and
a hell lot of intense quarelling=(
but its all over now=)
love you my precious one!we just gotta put in a little bit more effort (as compared to last time) to make all this work.
forever and ever okay?=)
my baby's leaving me in 1 week and 1 day's time.
for freakiiinggggg 9 weeks.
oh god, why must you do this to me? =(
let see what he'll be missing:
(1) Valentines' Day(2) 14 months(3) 15 months(4) MY BIRTHDAYso.. baby owes me 5 presents.AHAHHAHAHA. kidding=)
the biggest present that i want is you and ofcourse, you to return safely=)
but i think its kinda fair since ive found a job and have tuition to preoccupy me.
hopefully the 9 weeks will flyby quickly.
and for precious to go and reach back safely.
talking about his would-be aussie trip.
MY DADDY LOVES ZUL FAZREEN SO SO MUCHfine. im jealous.
my dad would sacrifce sleep and
wake up at 5 so that we can be at the airport(singapore) by 7am next sat just to see zul off.
SEE HOW MUCH MY DADDY LOVES YOU, BABY?
anyways,
work's good=)
i kinda get paid(pretty well) to do nothing. but only for now lah.
im still learning and im glad that i got this job cause im learning so many new things!
hahahaha.
oh. im not a receptionists.
nor am i a customer service officer.
hehehhe.
more of a...
BUSINESS ANALYSTfor....
LENOVO/IBM.
sigh...
i have no lunch buddy today=(
starve or go alone? =(
fights make us know each other better and makes this relationship stronger.loveyou.
Y10:17 AM