this is becoming a weekly affair, isnt it :)

hahaha
anyways, it should be. at least a weekly affair is better than a no-affair :)
hahaha.

anyanyways, my days are as routined and mundane as...
work.
ahhahahaha.
its always the same..
work.tuiton.home.
5 days a week. 14 hrs a day :(

hahaha.
sat was spent at bodyshop's warehouse sale & fatface.
hahaha.
i spent most of my salary there.
ahhaha.
but i bought daddy&mummy birthday pressies alr ! :)

still got money to spend lah.. hahaha.
for the other things..

i jz hope i'll get my tuition pay soon.
esp that particular person who owes me 2 months pay.
hurhur.

weds my birthday... but somehow..
not excited at all..

baby : in aussie.
parents: in jb.
bestie: in IMH.

:(

hahahaha. bestie in IMH. hahahahhahahha!

so yeah.. i brought forward tuition to tonight.
so i could spend sometime all by myself on weds night..
lonely right? :S

i want a new hp for my birthday..
but dont fancy any of the current models in the market..

i want balloons and cupcakes for my birthday too :(

actually, i jz want balloons. lots of balloons.
those prettywetty ones :))))

but i will still like baby's present the best.
MY VERY OWN DS! :)

HAVENT GET YET LAH..
mz wait for him to come back..ahhahaha!
which is..
NEXT FRIDAY!

no more 8 weeks, 7 weeks, etc.
now is NEXT!
soon, it'll be the day aft,
and soonsoon, it'll be TMR!

WAHLAO. I JZ HOPE I GET MY OVERDUED-PAY this week.
then can get the things i wanna get for baby alr :)

baby, i want to put our photos here.
but there's not many in my phone. and most of them are ugly :(

make me happy, this coming weds :)

sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
but even if we try
there are something's in this life won't be denied
won't be denied

the more I know of you,
is the more I know I love you,
and the more that I'm sure
I want you forever and ever more and
the more that you love me, the more that I know
oh that I'm never gonna let you go
gotta let you know

snippets frm Swear It Again by Westlife :)
super antique i know.
but hey.
their love songs are like timeless pieces:)

and this two part-of-a-stanza,
describes aptly how i feel about you, baby.

babyprecious,
i admit that i have my insecurities while im here in Sg
while you're there in Aussie.
i know deep down inside, you'll never cheat on me.
but my insecurities got the better of me and made u angry quite alot of times.

Im sorry for all that.

Precious,
As i read my past year posts,
I reminisce about this strong bond that we share.
I know that 1 yr 3mths and 3 days on, we wouldnt be that happening couple anymore.
but our love never change, right?
well, at least i know my love for you kept growing..

Hunny,
I MISS YOU SO BAD
:(
only my heart knows how bad it is.
do you miss me jz as much?

without you by my side, the emptiness is overwhelming.
no frequent outings with my other friends
can replace 1 outing you & i had.

the past few mths hasnt been great.
phonecalls we laughter-less,
talking tones were too loud,
etc.

but i dont know what i'll do without you.
come back frm Perth soon
and we'll make each other feel how we felt 1yr 3mths 3days ago okay?

no money can replace my love for you.
and i dont care if i spend a thousand bucks on you.
cause to me,
you're priceless.

i reallyreally dont wanna loose you.
not again.

iloveyou,
my utmostadorable and preciousness.

hehehhe
go get some chips for a long overdue-d post!

friday
supposed to be staying in jb & save money.
but i just dont feel appreciated there.
like...im back for a retreat and im like. not having one..
so yeah. might as well go back to sg.

met mimi and went for drives after sending daddy to the expo.
so funnn :)
camwhored in the car.
but due to the lack of batteries..dot dot dot.
pictures soon :))

both of us ended up in town.
hahahhahahaha.
funn :)
mimi is my talking GPS with repeat mode :)
hahahahhaha.

headed to my place then her place before fetching daddy back
.and we had an impromtu SLEEPOVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!



so much for PJs. we were waring sarongs!
high at 4.30 in the morning:)
saturday
morning was tuition & tuition. hehehe.

then had a high school reunion. hahaha.
more of like their high school reunion. and im the laughing junior prop.
hahaha.
but it was fun :)

we were super rowdy everywhere we went.
camwhored in the middle of PS.

just as kaya and i were having a private moment. teddy bear & bony shoulders. hehehe.
happy! shalalala.

and headed to mind cafe soon after where we had loads of fun playing charadoodles.
hehehehe
had to resort to hilarious-unintentional-sexual actions to describe some words.
hehehehe.it was a good facial workout :)

so now.. the weekends are over. and im back to work.
18 more days till precious comes back!
YAY!

i know its my 2nd post of the day.

BUT....

im sick of using my brain on numbers.

i want to write essays again.

i wanna go back to schoooooooooooooooooool.

still have another 42 more days till my contract ends.
42 X $ = $$$$
sighhhhhhhhhhh.

i wanna go home and rest.

ive had enough of tuitioning ppl who dont pay up on time
and those who think my schedule revolves ard them.

anyways, im defying the world(=parents&baby)by applying for murdoch
but wells...
a Fatin got to do what a Fatin got to do.

i cant imagine myself working any longer
i cant imagine myself not studying.
im sorry.
if i get accepted into murdoch and nowhere else,
i'll pay for the tuition fees myself.
i'll pay for family&baby's summer vacations there.
ANYTHINGGGGGGGGGG.

JUST LET ME GO BACK TO SCHOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

and bloddy tuition kids' parents.
PAY UP LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i need $$ so i can go for another round of retail therapy.
its a fortnight thing with bestie..
loansharks?

I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

argh. fishhead.
now mz wait for daddy to come.

baby.. faster come back.
i want to go for driveeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOOOOOOOLLLLLL

this is my 300th post.
(could have been more if not for laziness)

anyways,
life's alright.
(could have been wayyyyyyyyyy better)

A's was.. surprising.
but okay.
(could have been muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh better)

for now, its whacking time.
whack ntu
whack nus
whack smu
whack murdoch.

murdoch? yes. murdoch.

and i need tlc.
lots & lots & lots of tlc.
lots & lots & lots & lots of tlc.
UNDERSTAND?

insecured.

to infinity and beyond!

Fatin Suhaila
2nd April :)
Zul Fazreen is <3.




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