Tuesday, November 06, 2007
okay.
sorry for the previous depressing posts.heheh
i guess i must be thinking too much cause of As and stuff.
baby's kinda stressed up too with school,tests and poly-ite games coming up.
im sorry.
bear with my unreasonable-ness for another week.
ONE MORE WEEK TO GOOOO.
WHOOOOPIEEEEEE
i still love you no matter what happens =)
Y3:10 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
okay.
so...
the iron board (which is taller than me) fell on top of my head.
ouch until i teared like
immediately.and the person i was hoping to get some sympathy is fast asleep.
sigh.
my chem's tommorow=)
i cant sleep cause my parents arent back yet.
stuck with traffic i guess.
i was lying in bed, and rubbing my painful head,
and thinking.
OHMY I REALLY DO BADLY MISS THE PAST!!
those times when
you took every opportunity you had to grab my hand and hold it.those times when
you stood reaaaaaaal close to me.
those times when
kisses and hugs were aplenty.
those times when
you said words like 'loveable' and 'so in love' and 'imissyou' and whatnots.those were the times when i felt as though the world's butterfly population is in my stomach.
those were the times i could go to bed and school grinning like an idiot.not like thay are no longer there.. its ust..
if you havent noticed,
i grab your hand only to be asked to hold your arm.you stand one step below me on the escalator and i have to leaaan forward to get close.sweetnothings dont come easy unless i ask, 'dont ask stupid questions' replace most of them.whatmore about myself.other than the words 'your chin...' and 'whats this(grabs my arm in a so-not-loving-manner)'and your most beloved phrase that i can anticipate even before you say it,'go down to 12'.sigh.
as much as we're like a rock right now,
you have absolutely no idea..
how much..
i realllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
reaallllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
reaallllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
miss it.
its raining and there's thunder.
im scared of thunder, by the way.
and its one of those days i pray to god to make me not wake up tomorrowand hopefully make everyone regret for doing(or not doing) things to/for/at/on me.waiting for the past to happen again.
Y12:06 AM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
okay...
As have been fine (ihope)
GP was alright =)
MATH was FANTABULOUS!
HISTORY was hopeful=)
get
AABCAAC i very happy!
anyways, i was talking to bestiewestie about this..
oh ust where should i start?! =(
what do you do when someone makes you angry?
you get angry right? (duhh)
then what happens when that person gets angry because you got angry?
do you..
(a) remain angry, ignore that person and waits till he frantically apologizes to you and spoil you like crazy OR
(b) feel bad and apologize (remember, he/she was the one who made you angry first)
i have friends who do (a).
but i...
do (b)
my friends who do (a) tells me im dumb.
i use to say that its okay..
but now..
i feel dumb..
i dont know why but i dont have the strength, or rather the heart, to remain angry.
bestie told me that i do that cause i dont want, for my case, him to think that im so petty.
i guess she's right.
she continues to say that men have their egos...
and i added.. 'yupp. and i continue to feed it'.
sometimes, i look at the way timo tries his best to make tricia smile and..
i admit that im ealous.
ive tried you know.
being not-giving-in.
BUT I REALLY UST CANT!!!!
arrrrrgh.
feeling damn dumb.
dumber than bimbobestie=(
miss the past. alot.
Y10:51 PM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
the only thing im looking forward at the end of this period of torture is..
MY 6MONTHS HOLIDAYthe bestest bra i have =)ilove bestie and baby =)
Y1:18 AM
