Monday, October 30, 2006
i was planning to put the pics i took in malacca
but i stumbled upon
rachel's blog and thought of 2 ppl who saw me through secondary school.
rach and beeying.
thank you babes. for everything. for always being there when i broke down cause of band or studies, for always accompanying me home.
thank you for tolerating my nonsense. thank you for tolerating my jiberjabers and whinings. what would i do without the both of you.
what would i do,
without u
rach?
go home alone i guess.toilet breaks alone.
noone to help me with amath.
what would i do,
without u
beeying?
noone to listen to my whinings.
noone to tell me to heck abt the band.
noone to tell me that the band SHOULD be listening to me.
noone to assure me.
without the
both of you,
i wont be what i am today.
i wont be the girl that you see always smiling.
i wont be the girl who speaks and curse.
without the both of you,
i would jz be some insignificant girl.
i would have committed suicide, trying to run away frm the stress.
i would have flung my os.
now that the both of you are no longer with me,
i
miss u both so much.
the times we had.
our crappiness.
i read our books and laugh at myself.
laugh at our stupidity, naivity (?) and nonsense.
we have alot to catch up on.
soon i hope.
but i want u both to know that im alright.
i have 2 other girls,
almost like you both with me.
TRICIA AND SAM.it feels safe all over again.
Y11:31 PM
thank you babes. for everything. for always being there when i broke down cause of band or studies, for always accompanying me home.