Friday, October 26, 2007
do you know..that when you hurt me unconsciously,
i will excuse myself, tell you to call me later, cry,
and i pat my own head, hug myself, talk to minimi and tell myself its okay?
that when your friends/families insult and bully you,
i wish i could kick their balls/boobies?
that when u make me promise,
the thought of cheating the promise never even crossed my mind?
that when everyone(including you) irritates/frustrates me,
i pray to Allah:
"if i don't wake up tmr, pls make them(those who've hurt me) be filled with remorse,
that they will never overcome".
this makes me sleep better.
that a sincere 'iloveyou' is all i need,
to make my tears go away and forget all the pain you've inflicted on me?
could you comprehend..that ive never loved someone so much?
that making you happy is my priority?
that when u hurt me, i try my veryvery best to not show it?
even when we're outside.
that i always try to find ways to communicate with you,
randomly or not?
have you noticed?iloveyou.no matter how little value im worth in your eyes.
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