Monday, November 05, 2007
okay.
so...
the iron board (which is taller than me) fell on top of my head.
ouch until i teared like
immediately.and the person i was hoping to get some sympathy is fast asleep.
sigh.
my chem's tommorow=)
i cant sleep cause my parents arent back yet.
stuck with traffic i guess.
i was lying in bed, and rubbing my painful head,
and thinking.
OHMY I REALLY DO BADLY MISS THE PAST!!
those times when
you took every opportunity you had to grab my hand and hold it.those times when
you stood reaaaaaaal close to me.
those times when
kisses and hugs were aplenty.
those times when
you said words like 'loveable' and 'so in love' and 'imissyou' and whatnots.those were the times when i felt as though the world's butterfly population is in my stomach.
those were the times i could go to bed and school grinning like an idiot.not like thay are no longer there.. its ust..
if you havent noticed,
i grab your hand only to be asked to hold your arm.you stand one step below me on the escalator and i have to leaaan forward to get close.sweetnothings dont come easy unless i ask, 'dont ask stupid questions' replace most of them.whatmore about myself.other than the words 'your chin...' and 'whats this(grabs my arm in a so-not-loving-manner)'and your most beloved phrase that i can anticipate even before you say it,'go down to 12'.sigh.
as much as we're like a rock right now,
you have absolutely no idea..
how much..
i realllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
reaallllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
reaallllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
miss it.
its raining and there's thunder.
im scared of thunder, by the way.
and its one of those days i pray to god to make me not wake up tomorrowand hopefully make everyone regret for doing(or not doing) things to/for/at/on me.waiting for the past to happen again.
Y12:06 AM
